does anything matter really
i sure dont
"I knew I was getting bad again when every week I was just trying to “get through this week” I don’t know what’s wrong with me"
— (via leave-my-lungs)
"We do not know what we want and yet we are responsible for what we are — that is the fact."
— Jean-Paul Sartre
i like to pretend i’m emotionless but i have at least 200 mood swings a day
Its hard for people without depression to understand when some days that just dropping a cup of water will bring you to tears because they think oh this is just one little thing but you see it as oh my god I can’t even get water without fucking up and now I’ve made a huge mess I shouldn’t even try
THIS
IS
CORRECT
I’m scared I won’t be what you expect me to be
They tell me “oh, you’ll get better in no time”. And I’m not sure whether “no time” stands for “never”, because I’m as depressed as ever.